Deprived


It’s raining down on me…

The stress, the anxiety,

Feelings of despair.

I am here, but only in the moment,

and in that there is no sanctuary.

Future and hope seem aimless,

This time just wasted and careless

Reckless

Maybe this spoiled child affair

I rode this horse for too long

Now it has sped off without me

Hello gecko, and there you are

I thought you’d gone to chase your own star

This moment, this dream, is not what it seems

You challenge yourself when you chase after schemes.

I’m desperate, alone, and scared of the truth.

I don’t know what it means.

It is only one day of sorrow,

Solace maybe in a movie or book.

Maybe that is all I need.

Maybe that is all I need.

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